Sunday, January 22, 2006
let my sorrows be buried away.
yes,it was another full shift for me,due to the crowd in fawa,i had to extend my shift.great and she can happily leave at 6 pm.HA,nvm shall bear with her for few days.anyway today was great, with shar,june,amanda and arti around we had lot's of fun folding moutain of clothes.ya,ok jer and dav came to accompany me for dinner and yet tml meeting jer for his shopping trip cause i'm his discount voucher.HA,morning shift for me tml=).how great is that.
i'm feeling much better after THAT DAY and thanks to all my friends who been there for me, esp to riz,arti and hl.thanks a million for your encouraging words that you said to me=).alrighty,finally in history that FAWA HIT beyond target today.HA, after 6 month.hope tml's morning she won't say anything at all,i don't wish to hear her nagging early in the morning.yes, result is coming very soon and everytime we talk about it,i just felt scared.hopefully i'll do produce some good grades.Ha.
i'm looking forward to the trip of HK,to eat,play and shop.
i hope you're the one i'm looking for.
Friday, January 20, 2006
it was nothing at all.
wondering what is the worst? i'm speechless, i just broke down.
the atmosphere is not right, everything seem so bleak infront of me.
why? why have you need to appear in front of me with someone else.
never will i imgaine this type of scene will appear in my life.
i hope this is all a dream.
the only thing i can look forward to is my holiday,to get away from all this shit.
Monday, January 16, 2006
yes,cyn is just round the corner.
practically,been busy with work.usual routine for me,work and sleep.Ha,din really cares about what's happening around me.perhap i don't even give a damn on it.been slogging like shit cause my SUPERVISOR has taken 3 days of mc which make fawa in deep shit but it's good not seeing her for the past 1 week or so,yeah taken another day of mc for me.i'm so pissed off by the service they provide in yishun polyclinic,is like i waited for 3 and half hours pathetically.''hello'',all i can do is sit and wait.anyway tml will be a full shift for me.
ok,cyn is coming and i think i'm done with my shopping.been spending money like water recently and not realising my account is getting lesser each day,mum is gonna nag at me if she find out that,nvm shall let cyn red's packet fill it.HA.brought a dress for the first day of chinese new year,pairing with high heel.it's the first time i wearing a dress on CYN.isn't it cool Ha,cant imagine how my cousin will react.she will like ""WHAT JESLYN WORE A DRESS?''.mum went to perm and colour her hair at far east. yes,she's been pampering herself for the past weeks or so,doing some menicure,hair-do and shopping spree.
i'm happy for zhengru cause she manage to get first runner up for the queens of the queens.CONGRATE to her.saw her feature in the seventeens.she's getting prettier.HA,best wishes to her and her boy.
it's hurt me to see you like this,it's hurt me ever more to know that i can't even help you.i thou she could give you happiness but it's look like you're struggling very hard,how could i let you go this moment of time when my heart tell me not to.how could i bear to let you alone carry this burden alone.i need to be with you,to tell you everything will be ok with me around.will i?my new year resolution.1.to get my room a make-over.2.to build a better relationship with my friends/familys.3.not to cut my hair short again.(esp last year hair style.totally suck.)4.A HOLIDAY which is SOMEWHERE FAR FROM SINGAPORE.(i need it).the rest,i still thinking. will update soon.
Wednesday, January 04, 2006
happy birthday to my dearest mummy.
i love her.
ok,back to work after spending the whole day with my mum on the whole glorious tuesday.went to open a a/c for me.Ha,waited for like 1 hour,the policeman was kind enough to offer me a seat=).alrighty,need to wait for like 3 more week to get my card.after that headed to causeway to settle the phones staff,Ha, oh man my phone is like in shit condition.waited another 2 hours more.after that went to metro to buy all those home stuff.HA ended like 6 plus than manage to home sweet home.great day spend with my mummy=).finally a day where my family settle down for a dinner.it's like decade long ago.yes,i complaining i'm tired yet had the mind to go down to paragon to try on my shoes.HA,john is serving me,i miss some of my friends there esp yan.alrighty,being very busy with work lately due to the arriving of new stocks.YES IT"S ALOT,cartons and cartions being send here.WOW,packed until my hands is numb.however it will only last for 2 weeks and after that ESS.
alrighty,next time wanna buy Num stuff,will be getting staff discount=).lot's of discount coming on the way.HA,chinese new year is round the corner and yet i havent brought all my staff,by next week i must prepare,mum been nagging me too much.alrighty,i miss my nanny and my gay partner.this whole week of work was rather TERRIBLE for me,she love's bossing me around,asking me to do this, do that.for next week schedule, how i wish i could change it!,working for a full shift than after that 3 consecutive afternoon,sooner or later gonna fall sick again=(.nvm,bear for another few weeks and i'm outt of that place.will be meeting md for supper after work.lot's of complaining stuff to update him,msp result is out,luckily this time i din manage to get in,thou we score 130 but thanks God that we manage to pass it and rank 5th i think.=)
sun night,watched that show and make me tear once more.it was rather touching,imagine this two lovely dovey couple was meant to be together and yet the girl leave the other world because of sickness.after 17 years,this guy still yells for her.for me,everything in relationship seems so bleak,nothing came by,i wish he could just be mine,staying with me all the way telling me everything is gonna be ok,but this was only my imgination.i don't wish to say anything,infact i'm tired to say.on the other hand,HE seems to so far.
ok,for my new solution, i settle them by next weeek.
peeps, pls sms me your numbers~, thanks.
Monday, January 02, 2006
HappY new YeaR to ALL~.
yes,it's another start of a year 2006.i'm looking forward to every day cause IT"S MY OFFICAL off from school.no more homeworks,no more uniforms,no more morning call.just feel so free without any burden of studying,however the work of life has just begin.yes my new in charge came today,she's just give that stack up face which make me and june shake head.wondering the rest of the days, how am i gonna survive under her?i must say a BIG ''THANK" to her planning of schedule for next week,making me work full shift for two days,no ways man.luckily lyn change the whole planning.i still have r/o havent claim man.excess too many hours,yes i gonna miss my dearie xiaoli,without her in fawa make me miserable man.asking whether wanna transfer to suntec, i wish to but it's like so FAR caN~, ha,anyway will be having gathering with her and md soon for our late supper hangout at yishun=).yes, he's finally gone~,no more nagging,no more chanting from him,how great is that=).no need to see his face anymore.HA.*evil* smile,anyway new staff will be coming in,hope not another chanting monk again.pls~will be missing pris and geraldine too=).
i still having headache due to the celebration of new year countdown.yeah,was rather feeling down so just drink like nobody's business.mum was like drunk only 2 bottle and that's it. SHE's drunk~,i can't imagine what am i like? the another side of me.Ha, alrighty,i'm tired.surprisingly receive a letter from my dearie en,it was so sweet of her to send me this little cute letter.
to en=),thanks for your letter,you'll recieve soon=),anyway school re-opening, so study hard for your O's man.i'll see you soon in anytime alrighty.need any tutions, feel free to call me=) 24 hrs service HA~,God bless yeah~,
what's my new resolution?
i'm still thinking hard,shall post next time.
i missing you.
