Monday, January 16, 2006
yes,cyn is just round the corner.
practically,been busy with work.usual routine for me,work and sleep.Ha,din really cares about what's happening around me.perhap i don't even give a damn on it.been slogging like shit cause my SUPERVISOR has taken 3 days of mc which make fawa in deep shit but it's good not seeing her for the past 1 week or so,yeah taken another day of mc for me.i'm so pissed off by the service they provide in yishun polyclinic,is like i waited for 3 and half hours pathetically.''hello'',all i can do is sit and wait.anyway tml will be a full shift for me.
ok,cyn is coming and i think i'm done with my shopping.been spending money like water recently and not realising my account is getting lesser each day,mum is gonna nag at me if she find out that,nvm shall let cyn red's packet fill it.HA.brought a dress for the first day of chinese new year,pairing with high heel.it's the first time i wearing a dress on CYN.isn't it cool Ha,cant imagine how my cousin will react.she will like ""WHAT JESLYN WORE A DRESS?''.mum went to perm and colour her hair at far east. yes,she's been pampering herself for the past weeks or so,doing some menicure,hair-do and shopping spree.
i'm happy for zhengru cause she manage to get first runner up for the queens of the queens.CONGRATE to her.saw her feature in the seventeens.she's getting prettier.HA,best wishes to her and her boy.
it's hurt me to see you like this,it's hurt me ever more to know that i can't even help you.i thou she could give you happiness but it's look like you're struggling very hard,how could i let you go this moment of time when my heart tell me not to.how could i bear to let you alone carry this burden alone.i need to be with you,to tell you everything will be ok with me around.will i?my new year resolution.1.to get my room a make-over.2.to build a better relationship with my friends/familys.3.not to cut my hair short again.(esp last year hair style.totally suck.)4.A HOLIDAY which is SOMEWHERE FAR FROM SINGAPORE.(i need it).the rest,i still thinking. will update soon.
